“Thank Me for the conditions that are requiring you to be still. . . Instead of resenting the limitations of a weakened body, search for My way in the midst of these circumstances. . . Quietness and trust enhance your awareness of My Presence with you. Do not despise these simple ways of seeing Me. . . My strength and power show themselves most effective in weakness.” - Jesus Calling
These words reminded me to find things to be thankful for while recovering from surgery and receiving radiation treatment. I had to learn to slow down and enjoy the quiet, enjoy the moments of sitting, and soak in the moments of rest. I had to learn to do what I could and be okay with not doing what I couldn’t. One day towards the end of December, I sat with my youngest and helped her with her homework. I didn’t rush away. I was wholly present. Most days I would have already gone to bed, but I found the energy to help her and was blessed with special time with my little one.
I was thankful for the help I was getting from others and was learning how to sit back and accept the gifts of time and energy that those around me offered.
I was aware then and am still aware now that I only operate and achieve anything by the grace of God. I have no strength of my own. God gives me everything I need to accomplish what I need to each day. It is only through Him that I am victorious.
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